CrappyPeopleServices

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**HOOK:**

They say I'm case closed but I'm still case loading

Pain exploding while my mind's eroding

System's chosen, left me frozen, but I'm still composing

Texas holding what I'm owed and now my soul's corroding

**VERSE:**

Hair follicle clean but my head's a mess, CPS playing chess while I'm under duress

Step kids stepping back, step father stepped on, kept strong but kept wrong

in their file cabinet, child grabbing, wild patterns of bias

Try us, deny us, they're liars disguised as your honor

Dishonor my name while she's claiming she's changed

Strange how the game flip when you dip from the state

Fate sealed with no appeal, how's that real when I feel

like I'm still feeding bottles, full throttle, role model

but now I'm just hollow, hard to swallow, tomorrow's

borrowed time with my bloodline, flood my mind with the guilt

**BRIDGE:**

BPD got me feeling everything at once

Love and hate in the same space

War inside my head - miss you and resent you in the same breath

**HOOK:**

They say I'm case closed but I'm still case loading

Pain exploding while my mind's eroding

System's chosen, left me frozen, but I'm still composing

Texas holding what I'm owed and now my soul's corroding

**CHORUS:**

Lone Star left me starless, heartless bureaucrats

Carpet bomb my life then call it paperwork and facts

Deadbeat? Dead wrong, I was dead strong for my kids

Now I'm dead inside wondering what the hell I did

California dreaming but I'm Texas scheming revenge

This ain't the end, this is where my story transcends

**OUTRO VERSE:**

Transcends the pain but I'm still in the thick

Quick to judge, slow to budge, system's playing tricks

Stayed true but they betrayed you, now what you gonna do?

Weight of the world on my shoulders, getting colder by the day

Either beat it or let it beat you

Defeat's not an option when your son's future's at stake

Can't stay quiet gotta stay awake

Gotta be some type of price they gotta pay

**HOOK:**

They say I'm case closed but I'm still case loading

Pain exploding while my mind's eroding

System's chosen, left me frozen, but I'm still composing

Texas holding what I'm owed and now my soul's corroding

**OUTRO CHORUS:**

Lone Star left me starless but I'm still burning bright

Fight the system, fight myself, fight to make it right

Might be broken, might be bent, but I ain't giving in

When the smoke clears and dust settles, that's when I begin again