You Feel Like Home (And I Hate it)

(Verse 1)

I know better

I always fucking do

That’s the curse

That’s the truth

I saw this coming

Miles away

Still walked straight into it

Like I needed the pain

You’re a warning sign

I keep ignoring

A match in a house

That’s already burning

(Pre-Chorus shouted)

Don’t say my name

Don’t look at me like that

You don’t get to feel safe

Inside the mess you create

(Chorus screamed)

I HATE THAT I LOVE YOU

I HATE THAT YOU FEEL LIKE AIR

EVERY PART OF ME IS SCREAMING

BUT I’M STILL STANDING HERE

I HATE THAT I WANT YOU

WHEN I KNOW YOU’D FUCK ME UP

THIS ISN’T LOVE, IT’S A DEAD END

AND I’M STILL DRUNK ON THE THOUGHT

(Verse 2)

You taste like regret

Like every bad decision

Like the nights I swore

I’d never repeat again

I don’t need saving

I need you gone

But my hands keep reaching

For what will break them off

You’re not a future

You’re a relapse

A familiar hell

I keep crawling back

(Pre-Chorus building)

I’m not confused

I’m not blind

I just hate myself

Enough to try

(Chorus screamed)

I HATE THAT I LOVE YOU

I HATE WHAT YOU DO TO MY HEAD

YOU’RE A VOICE IN MY SKULL

TELLING ME I’M BETTER OFF DEAD

I HATE THAT I WANT YOU

WHEN YOU’RE NOTHING BUT ROT

THIS ISN’T A MISTAKE

IT’S A CHOICE I CAN’T STOP

(Bridge breakdown / shouted)

I KNOW

BETTER

I ALWAYS DO

I KNOW

BETTER

I STILL CHOOSE YOU

Cut me open

Call it love

If this is living

I’ve had enough

(Final Chorus last scream, half-spoken end)

I HATE THAT I LOVE YOU

I HATE THAT IT FEELS LIKE HOME

I’D RATHER BURN EVERYTHING

THAN FUCKING BE ALONE

So let this ruin me

Let it leave a mark

You were never my light

You were just the dark