[Verse]
Been so hard on myself forgot about all this shit that i've done
Miss my momma but I know she would be proud of her son
Shit kinda crazy i leave out the house, it feel weird if I don't got my gun
Dont play wit my heart told the bitch I am not the one
When i'm upset I get all closed off
Bitch take yo clothes off
Yes I think deep my memories got me losin sleep
I know the truth go hurt but i'm still trying to speak my peace
Aint no love left in my heart, ill be damn I let her close
I got some pain that come from the past I still can't let go
I understand it dont make it right
Dealing with life and i'm rolling the dice
Shorty a ten I tell her she decent
Take her to heaven I let her meet Jesus
Fuckin me good please tell me the reason
She say she love me, bitch I already peeped it
Talk to my bro he know just what I mean
Pray to my mom I hope she listening
I don't know what to say because the pain come out when I sing
I dont know what to say because the pain come out when I drink
But the freak do too
Come here let me fuck on you
I'm the type to move on fast she tryin to get them feelings back
Don't give a fuck bout the bitch im a grown man had to let that money stack
Bros house is a trap I dont trust his bitch she might turn to a rat
I do what I want don't give a fuck I get that from my momma
Shakespeare play your role cause I ain't really what that drama
I just wanna get money smoke weed and fuck her like it's no tomorrow
I know she not mine but for now I just want to borrow
Its such a blessing when you choose me
I'm hard to control please dont lose me
Even wit good dick why it feel like you using me
I know i am where the money be, smoke good and drink with me
I fuck wit you I let you put Cardi on my Bluetooth
Voodoo wit the pussy no spaghetti what i go through
Be careful came on and she started turnin up
Between a rock and a hard place the mud and the dirt
Its gonna hurt me to hate you but lovin you worst
I told the bitch it is what it is
I swear to god I grind everyday for my kids
You don't know my life please dont judge how i live
Late as hell feelin good please let me give you dick
She say he broke her down mentally
I just want the bitch physically
Smoke a blunt and chill with me
Take a shot and fuck on me
They try to tell me all my songs about fuckin a bitch
If you listen closely you can hear my pain in it
I just speak my life stop complainin bitch
Mad at me because these niggas can relate to this
Turn it up if yall can relate to it
Relate to it
Nah nah nah