(Overall feeling : hopeless, despair, regret, self loathing/ cinematic build up and tension with emotional vocal choir, heartbreaking)
Verse 1
I listen too hard
I hear too much
Every word bends
Under my touch
I try to be careful
I try to be kind
But nothing I hold
Stays the right size
Pre-Chorus
I slow myself down
Still fall ahead
I mean one thing
It lands as another instead
Chorus
I’m always the wrong shape
In the right place
Everything I say
Leaves a mark on the space
I don’t want the damage
I don’t want the blame
I don’t want to be like this
But I don’t know how to change
Verse 2
Silence feels loud
Like a warning sign
I fill in the blanks
Before there’s a line
I ask for the truth
It sounds like a fight
I turn small moments
Into something that bites
Pre-Chorus
I carry the weight
Before it is real
I bruise myself
On the things I feel
Chorus
I’m always the wrong shape
I don’t fit the room
I step too close
And I break the mood
I don’t want attention
I don’t want the pain
I don’t want to be like this
But I don’t know how to change
Bridge
If I stay quiet
I disappear
If I speak at all
Something fractures here
I’m not trying to burn it down
I’m just scared of the spark
I’m not trying to make a mess
I just don’t know where to start
Final Chorus
I’m always the wrong shape
Too sharp, too wide
I try to soften the edges
But they stay alive
I don’t want forgiveness
I don’t want to be saved
I don’t want to be like this
I just want to be okay
Outro
I listen too hard
I feel too deep
And everything I touch
Won’t let me keep