Wrong Shape

(Overall feeling : hopeless, despair, regret, self loathing/ cinematic build up and tension with emotional vocal choir, heartbreaking)

Verse 1

I listen too hard

I hear too much

Every word bends

Under my touch

I try to be careful

I try to be kind

But nothing I hold

Stays the right size

Pre-Chorus

I slow myself down

Still fall ahead

I mean one thing

It lands as another instead

Chorus

I’m always the wrong shape

In the right place

Everything I say

Leaves a mark on the space

I don’t want the damage

I don’t want the blame

I don’t want to be like this

But I don’t know how to change

Verse 2

Silence feels loud

Like a warning sign

I fill in the blanks

Before there’s a line

I ask for the truth

It sounds like a fight

I turn small moments

Into something that bites

Pre-Chorus

I carry the weight

Before it is real

I bruise myself

On the things I feel

Chorus

I’m always the wrong shape

I don’t fit the room

I step too close

And I break the mood

I don’t want attention

I don’t want the pain

I don’t want to be like this

But I don’t know how to change

Bridge

If I stay quiet

I disappear

If I speak at all

Something fractures here

I’m not trying to burn it down

I’m just scared of the spark

I’m not trying to make a mess

I just don’t know where to start

Final Chorus

I’m always the wrong shape

Too sharp, too wide

I try to soften the edges

But they stay alive

I don’t want forgiveness

I don’t want to be saved

I don’t want to be like this

I just want to be okay

Outro

I listen too hard

I feel too deep

And everything I touch

Won’t let me keep