[Verse 1]
I left because you told the truth
And truth came dressed like proof
You held up glass so clean
I saw the rust in me
I call it home, that storm
The door unlocked, the floor warm
You stood still, I shook apart
Safe felt like a чужой? no. Let's keep English only. Need clean. maybe "Safe felt like a lie." line. Continue.
Safe felt like a lie
So I made a fire out of "bye"
[Pre-Chorus]
The more you stayed
The more I ran
I found my chains
In your open hands
You never broke
You never bent
That kind of peace
Feels like the end
[Chorus]
I miss the chaos, I do
I miss the chaos, I do
You were a mirror
I was the crack in the blue
I miss the chaos, I know
I miss the chaos, I know
If I was safe with you
I was lost in the glow
[Verse 2]
You kept your words like keys
You never fed the need
And I, with my hungry mouth
Turned every calm thing out
Your steady heart, my fear
My old ghosts came near
I chose the cut, the bruise
'Cause pain was what I knew
[Pre-Chorus]
The more you stayed
The more I ran
I found my chains
In your open hands
You never broke
You never bent
That kind of peace
Feels like the end
[Chorus]
I miss the chaos, I do
I miss the chaos, I do
You were a mirror
I was the crack in the blue
I miss the chaos, I know
I miss the chaos, I know
If I was safe with you
I was lost in the glow
[Bridge]
Maybe I scared my own relief
Maybe I loved what wounded me
If I come back, don't let me lie
Don't let me dress up the hunger as life
I don't want to run
I don't want to run
But my hands still reach for the flame
[Final Chorus]
I miss the chaos, I do
I miss the chaos, I do
You were a mirror
And it showed me all I lose
I miss the chaos, I know
I miss the chaos, I know
If I was safe with you
Then why do I still go?