[Verse 1]
You say you’re proud of me
I change the subject, stare at my phone
Laugh it off like it’s nothing
Turn your praise into a joke
You call me “one of a kind”
I’m counting every place I fall short
Hide the shaking in my hands
Stuff it down, make my smile work
[Pre-Chorus]
If I keep it quiet, maybe it goes
Bury it deeper, where nobody knows
You see a diamond, I see a crack
I swallow the words
Before they fight back
[Chorus]
I don’t think I’m enough, so I play it cool
Build a little wall, act like I’m bulletproof
Every “you did great” feels like a lie to me
So I push it, push it down till I can’t breathe
I don’t think I’m enough, but I won’t let it show
Laugh it off, change the topic, say “yeah, I know”
You’re loving who you see
I’m scared you’d leave
If you saw the rest of me
[Verse 2]
You say you’re lucky you found me
I say you haven’t seen the fine print yet
Turn my fear into a story
Make you think I’m over it
High-fiving all my friends
I’m the clown, never let the mask slip
They see glitter on my shirt
They don’t see the weight in my chest
[Pre-Chorus]
If I keep it quiet, maybe it fades
Bury it deeper, like it’s just a phase
You see a sunrise, I see the rain
I swallow the truth
Pretend I’m okay
[Chorus]
I don’t think I’m enough, so I play it cool
Build a little wall, act like I’m bulletproof
Every “you did great” feels like a lie to me
So I push it, push it down till I can’t breathe
I don’t think I’m enough, but I won’t let it show
Laugh it off, change the topic, say “yeah, I know”
You’re loving who you see
I’m scared you’d leave
If you saw the rest of me
[Bridge]
What if I said
I’m tired of pretending I’m fine? (fine)
What if I let
All of these doubts step into the light? (oh)
Would you run, would you stay?
Could you hold me this way?
If I finally stopped
Pushing it away
[Chorus]
I don’t think I’m enough, so I play it cool
Build a little wall, act like I’m bulletproof
Every “you did great” hits like a question mark
So I push it, push it down, hide the broken parts
I don’t think I’m enough, but I’m saying it now
Terrified of the truth as it leaves my mouth
You’re loving who you see
So I’ll try to believe
Maybe I’m enough for me