[Verse 1]
I got the keys, but not the peace
Big house, cold rooms, can't sleep
Chain on my neck, still feel broke
Spinnin' in my head with this smoke
You said "I'm done" and closed that door
Now your shoes ain't by mine no more
I hear your name in every room
Even the gold can't kill this gloom
[Pre-Chorus]
And I know I look okay
From the outside, I play that role
But my chest feel like a cage
And my pride don't save my soul
[Chorus]
She left me on read
Now she with him instead
I smoke just to numb it
I smoke just to numb it
Got a whip and a house
Still I'm lonely as hell
I smoke just to numb it
I smoke just to numb it
[Verse 2]
I saw you out, you held his hand
That image hit harder than I planned
I should be grown, I should move on
But every night feel way too long
I pour that pain in a paper roll
Watch it fade, then it takes my soul
I got ice, but my blood run cold
All this shine, and I feel so old
[Pre-Chorus]
And I know I look okay
From the outside, I play that role
But my chest feel like a cage
And my pride don't save my soul
[Chorus]
She left me on read
Now she with him instead
I smoke just to numb it
I smoke just to numb it
Got a whip and a house
Still I'm lonely as hell
I smoke just to numb it
I smoke just to numb it
[Bridge]
If I call, would you pick up?
Or just let it ring out again
I hate that I'm still this stuck
While you got somebody new to spend
I’m tryna be strong
But the night keep talking back
One more drag, one more gone
Then I fall into the black
[Final Chorus]
She left me on read
Now she with him instead
I smoke just to numb it
I smoke just to numb it
Got a whip and a house
Still I'm lonely as hell
I smoke just to numb it
I smoke just to numb it