Here we go it’s 5pm I beg to have you hear me but nothing has changed
We are still going round and round but you keep it on your terms and your terms only
How many hints do I have to give to tell you I’m unhappy
But I keep it bottled inside once again
Do I really want to go through this the rest of my life
I keep putting my shit aside and everything that I do is for you
I don’t think I can take another night of this how much can my heart possibly take
I can’t just keep having these conversations with myself
But I keep looking down at this gold ring
My conscious is telling me to leave
But my heart is telling me to stay
But
If you really really love me why do I have to pull tooth and nail to get a word in
If you really really love me why do I have all this shit bottled up inside
If you really really love me why do I keep having these conversations with myself
Oh if you really really love me you would be my shoulder to cry on
But it’s 5pm and we’re going round and round again
Do you know how bad it hurts to tell your daddy his baby’s not happy anymore
It was like being stabbed in the chest a million different times
But he said baby we’ll be okay you just got to give it time
You still have those 10 seconds remember in life those are 10 months
Then I wonder to myself if I’ll ever heal from this
I saw my future with you and now I don’t know what I see
I don’t think I can take another night of this how much can my heart possibly take
I can’t just keep having these conversations with myself
But I keep looking down at this gold ring
My conscious is telling me to leave
But my heart is telling me to stay
But
If you really really love me why do I have to pull tooth and nail to get a word in
If you really really love me why do I have all this shit bottled up inside
If you really really love me why do I keep having these conversations with myself
Oh if you really really love me you would be my shoulder to cry on
But it’s 5pm and we’re going round and round again
It’s 5pm and I’m begging to get a word in
It’s 5pm and this shit is still bottled up inside
But if I say one wrong thing I hear a click
It’s been 5 months it’s 5pm and you call again
Here I am perfectly healed but you have the nerve to comment about my life
Who are you to tell me who can and can’t help heal me
Who are you to act like you still know me
Who are you to try to still control my life
It’s like you’ve never met me before
And it’s like I don’t even know you at all
But it’s 5pm and I’m never going round and round again
It’s 5pm and I don’t have to beg to get a word in
It’s 5pm and I don’t have to have conversations with myself
It’s 5pm and I don’t have to say I’m unhappy because they already could tell
It’s 5pm
