Verse 1
I’ve been staring at the ceiling
Trying not to think about you
Every word I should’ve said
Still comes back when the room gets quiet
I keep telling everybody
That I’m better on my own
But every time the night gets cold
You’re the first thing that I want
Pre-Chorus
And I know
I should let you go
But I don’t know how
Chorus
Maybe I’m not what you wanted
Maybe I’m not what you need
Maybe I spent my whole life
Trying to be somebody else for me
But I’m tired of pretending
That I don’t feel what I feel
If I’m gonna lose you tonight
At least let me know it’s real
Verse 2
I remember all the fights
And the silence after them
How we’d swear we’d never change
Then we’d do it all again
Maybe we were never perfect
Maybe that’s what made it ours
Some things only make you stronger
After they’ve already left a scar
Pre-Chorus
And I know
I should let you go
But I don’t know how
Chorus
Maybe I’m not what you wanted
Maybe I’m not what you need
Maybe I spent my whole life
Trying to be somebody else for me
But I’m tired of pretending
That I don’t feel what I feel
If I’m gonna lose you tonight
At least let me know it’s real
Bridge
I can’t keep running
I can’t keep hiding
I can’t keep telling myself I’m fine
If this is goodbye
Then look me in the eyes
And tell me you never loved me
Final Chorus
Maybe I’m not what you wanted
Maybe I’m not what you need
But I’m done spending my whole life
Trying to be somebody else for me
I’m tired of pretending
I’m done hiding what I feel
If I’m gonna lose you tonight
At least let me know it’s real
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