Brave

I didnt expect we would be so close that you would treat me differently. I fell in love with you unexpectedly and did the normal things anyone would be willing to do to her special person; i washed your clothes, cooked you meals, cleaned your room, gave you massages. We drank, talked, laughed together until your insensitivity hurt me so much so many times i washed like a bomb exploded without ke knowing. I had loved you so much in silence afraid to let you know as it might scare you off but it didnt matter anymore. you are gone. You left me out of anger on our fight and disagreement. How could you be so heartless that just because im not the type of girl for you, you would make me feel so little, unimportant and didn’t matter at all? I still love you, i really do. I just need to be brave.