Torn

Emotions, tears, confusion all come flooding out my heart.

I don't know what to do if my reality tore us apart.

Are we meant to be?

That is the question I need to be able to see.

What if our story really had an end?

How can I go on as if this was all pretend?

Is this really love?

I shouldn't have to ask from above.

Love should be known and not doubt

You should have screamed “I love you” in a shout.

But you didn't and I don't blame you.

My eyes were shut and I didn't have a clue.

You never loved me as a woman you crave.

I was only someone that you could control as your slave.

I was so so hurt as my eyes opened up.

Only to see I was just your pet pup.

Never again will you have me that way.

Because I vow to change my life and stronger I will stay.