Hear me

it's is so obvious, when you are trying to help me feel better. In your voice, in your tone, in your interest in out conversation. That it's you forcing yourself to do it

that's why it doesn't feel like care

and maybe you are too effected by this conversation right now to start the actual caring process. I understand how the way you feel now, can effect they way you sound and the way your words feel forced

and your focus while i'm trying to talk to you

going back to our original argument, where you think I was just taking things out on you

Every time, I feel upset, it seems like you want nothing to do with it

and I saw that happening again two days ago

and I really needed you that day, and it really felt you wanted nothing to do with me

that hurts so bad

it makes me feel so alone

I understand that you needed warmth. I felt frustrated, because so often do you get distracted when you play video games and you don't hear what I say. I let it slide and say it's fine, l'll wait tell the end of your round, or end of the game to tell you. I just don't like being put to higher standards like I can't make the same mistake you make

I feel I don't make a big deal out of it, so I think you should extend me the same