Memories not so forgotten

Woke up this morning and placed my feet on the cold hard floor. I was 20 thoughts deep of you before I made it to the bedroom door. Crept down the stairs and found that old coffee pot. Brushed off the feeling like I needed an early morning shot.

The pain in my chest just lets me know Im still alive. I try real hard to hide it but the tears reveal the pain. You’ve moved on with your life but I remain the same.

Chorus: there’s always been a darkness deep within my soul. But losing the light you brought makes my heart dark as coal. I know the sun will shine tomorrow but I’ll never be free. There nothing to repair after what you did to me.

I begged forgiveness for my sins, but never did come clean. I read every word in that old book but still don’t know what it means. If the day comes that I’m happy and I start to feel free, I’ll remember that I’m stuck just your memory and me.

Chorus: there’s always been a darkness deep within my soul. But losing the light you brought makes my heart dark as coal. I know the sun will shine tomorrow but I’ll never be free. There nothing to repair after what you did to me.

Dying don’t come easy when the memories are strong. The words I never got to say linger and you are dead and gone!