i hate my life my girls a bitch
what did I do to deserve this shit
Just another addict the blacksheep of my family
I guess really I have Done it to myself
when I chose to get high chasing a buzz parting is how it started but now I have to have the drugs just stay well and keep from being sick
lifes a bitch and it's all my fault
my life drugs have ruined it
the drugs have taken everything from me
ruined relationship and dreams
what left of me
I hate my life
I hate the drugs I hate my self
a brocken shell of who im supposed to be
life without drugs is a mystery
God I hate everything about me
what more are the drugs going to take from me
my looks,my health and my family
Ben done left me
I'm just a broken shell of what I'm supposed to be
I hate everything almost as much as I hate me
I hide the misery behind a smile
and let Noone sees the real me everyday
getting high adding to the misery
dieing inside a little more each day
with every day that passes the decay
grasp a bit more of my soul
what's next how long do I got left
praying for death
death I welcome it
if it wasn't for my kids I would have Done left this world intentionally
is there still a chance for me
am I worth the effort
feeling invisible to everybody
is there still any hope for me
if so
God please help me
Please help me
Save me from this life of misery
These drugs are slowly killing me
I'm stressed an depressed
wondering is it today that I take my last breath
I hate the drugs
I hate being sick
I fucking hate myself
Am I even worth saving
If so God
Help me see
Help me believe
God help me be a better me
God save me
before it's to late
Or is the pain an misery
my fate
Are the drugs
destined to be
the end of me
Or do I have any hope
to succeed
is there a chance
I can still be
A better me
Tell me
can I really beat the drugs
and overcome my agony
Is there really a better life
out there for me
If so God please
please God Save Me
