##voice: WorldPatternz ##
**(Verse 1)**
3 AM, rolling papers scattered by my side
Fourth night straight getting high, couldn't hide these tears I've cried
Woke up this morning with that same damn ache
Another bitch in my life just another fucking mistake
Gave you my damn soul, every piece of me
Gave her everything I had, left me fucking empty
Now I'm hollow inside, can barely fucking breathe
My pockets drained, my soul stained, tears plenty
**(Chorus)**
I'm used to your love, but it hurts like hell
Used to this bullshit, but I can't take no more
Used to your touch, under your fucking spell
Used to the heartache, but I'm closing the door
Used to the pain when you walk out that door
Used to the pain, yeah it cut me so deep
Used to begging you to love me more
Nights alone, smoking loud till I sleep
**(Verse 2)**
You swore it was forever, looked me in my eyes
They smile in your face while they stab you in the chest
Each promise just another one of your beautiful lies
Take your heart out, throw it down, stomp it to death
I'm so goddamn tired of feeling used
I'm so damn tired of being treated like shit
When all I ever did was worship you
Pour out my love, and what do I get? Not a bit
**(Verse 3)**
Silk sheets still warm from where your body laid
Sweet words like venom dripping from her lips
But your heart was always cold, making me afraid
While she's plotting her exit, relationship RIP
How many times did I fall for those sweet lies?
Fuck all the promises, fuck all the games
While you were out there, master of disguise
Behind those pretty eyes, nothing but flames
**(Bridge)**
Your scent lingers on my clothes
Cold nights, dark thoughts, getting stoned alone
This pain cuts deeper than you know
Memories of her body, now I'm on my own
My soul's still crying out your name
This pain in my chest won't let me breathe
But loving you was just a losing game
Can't believe I let this bitch deceive me
Goddamn, why can't I let you go?
Learned my lesson the hardest fucking way
When all you do is hurt me so
Each hit from this blunt numbs the pain away
**(Chorus)**
**(Verse 4)**
You drained me dry of everything I had to give
I was the fool who would answer every text
Left me so damn empty, wondering how to live
Give her my last penny, what the fuck comes next?
I was your shelter, your comfort in the night
Now I'm drowning in this haze she left behind
While you were plotting your next fucking flight
Broken pieces of me that I'm struggling to find
**(Verse 5)**
Through this smoke I'm finally seeing clear
Sick of these bitches treating love like a joke
No more drowning in my pain and fear
Using me up then vanishing like smoke
No more giving you this broken heart of mine
No more Mr. Nice Guy, that man is gone
Just to watch you cross every fucking line
Building these walls, now I'm moving on
Still wake up reaching for you in my bed
Sometimes in the silence I still hear her voice
Still haunted by the cruel shit you said
But being alone is still my fucking choice
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WORLDPATTERNZ
