This is the truest shit I ever wrote like makaveli
I gave my heart only to one person ever my wife ara celly
everything was good I feel all the love
What can go wrong when it was meant from above
Push come to shove nobody's perfect
I thought we could do it pull through the bullshit
Couldn't do it faced with separation
That's when I let the devil in trying to hide my depression
While we apart we hit rock bottom
In a dark place everything I slowly lost em
Like my whole world eventually go no friends
I'm all fucked up but with everyone I pretend
That everything's ok I'm a be ok
I felt that I died and I am a ghost today
Fuck the health fuck the wealth fuck the world
I can only get by if I do it for my girls
And I did that fuck my life I don't want shit back
I used to pound beers now I don't even want a six pack
That could be good something to be proud of
You don't know shit I been high on drugs
It help me cope that's a pitiful excuse
I was doing dope straight up abuse
That's what I do keep the enemy close
I got the devil right here with a black rose
That's for me but he can keep it
I'm not gonna die just relocate with Jesus
I don't know how it is as a spirit
Of course I'm afraid only God I fear it
But I have faith and that goes along way
At my funeral hope i can take away your long days
Let's all pray to my children this is not the end
I promise to you I will see you all again
I promise you are not being lied to
If you need strength the lord will guide you
Like he did with me mentally I'm not broke
Like makaveli this is the truest shit I wrote
Against all odds forget the fasad
Remember where you came from I'm in the presence of God
First and foremost all glory to God
Jas ada cat mar music
Borracholoco
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Spiritual warfare
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