You’re my sunshine in this storm that follows me everyday…everyone is always asking am I good or even ok but before I even think about it my answer is always say the same…..I’m good or perfect but truly that’s not the case….but I keep pushing myself thru it but I never catch a break….and then out of nowhere it all fades away and I see a figure in my patch and it’s you it’s your beautiful blue eyes and your absolutely perfect in every single way. I see the beautiful baby’s you gave me and a flash of all the memories we have made.
I’ve wanted you to know this….for so many years it’s true
but I can never think of how to tell you or explain in a none creepy way but I’m struggling more than ever hoping and praying that I’m still enough that you still feel the same way…
I’m even more in love with you now than on the day I said …..(I DO!!!)
Every time I see you no matter the day
I get those little bubbles in my stomach you know the ones that never seem to go away I promise you now and forever that I will be there by your side to figure out how to make the best of this this crazy game called life.
So Please…..just don’t give up on me and believe me when I tell to you that I’m not drifting or fading away!!!
I just sometimes have to slow down so I can fight the demons off my back and in my head that never go away so that I can continue going strong for the family we have made.
I have a small request if its not to much to ask of you and that is just please continue being yourself, the beautiful woman i married so don’t ever change because always remember that me seeing your perfect happy smiling face is the power to my headlights to help me in my dark and luminous days so don’t change a single little thing and always remember
I love you as much now as the very first day it’s Mrs. Barney and that’s forever, I’ll take that promise to my last breath days
WesleyDavid
