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Some days I wake up not sure I'm alive

I stare at the mirror, can't meet my own eyes

The corners of my room just sit and stare

And the silence screams like no one's there

My phone is full of empty noise

Everyone's so full of life and joy

I drown in thoughts I never show

Like I’m the first mistake the world let grow

And I fake it so well, they believe

Sometimes even I feel relieved

But when the lights go out, there's no disguise

Just the truth staring deep in my tired eyes

There's a loneliness that lives in me

So deep I can't find where it used to be

It whispers soft but hurts like fire

Stays with me when the world gets tired

I've cried in silence no one heard

Smiling outside while I choke on my words

If pain had a sound, it'd be this song

Playing forever where I don't belong

There's a loneliness that lives in me

It’s the only thing that never leaves

I just wish for a voice, a hand to hold

But all I hear are echoes I can't control

And all I hear now...

Are echoes of me...