Life pass time

Intro

Yeah…

I don’t cry loud no more

I just sit with it

Verse 1

I wake up every morning like I’m already tired

Heart full of feelings I never get to say

I gave you love when I was barely surviving

Now I’m left with memories that won’t fade

I tried to be strong, tried to be solid

Tried to be everything you needed me to be

But loving you cost me my balance

Now I’m standing here, but I don’t feel complete

I still check my phone like you might text me

Like you didn’t choose to walk away

I replay every word that you left me

Trying to figure out where I went wrong that day

I blamed myself, yeah I still do

Even when my friends say it wasn’t my fault

It’s hard to heal when the wound is you

And I loved you deeper than I loved myself

Pre-Chorus

I don’t talk about it, I just stay quiet

Smile like I’m good when I’m really breaking

I learned how to hurt in silence

So nobody sees what I’m facing

Chorus

I’m still breathing, but I feel so empty

Heart so heavy, but I carry it alone

I gave you all of me, you never meant me

Now I’m stuck loving someone that’s gone

I don’t cry in front of people no more

I cry when the lights go off at night

I survived losing you, but barely

I’m still here… just not alright

Verse 2

I remember the way you said my name

Like it meant something when you said it

Now it’s just echoes in my brain

Of a love I wish I could forget

We talked about forever like it was promised

Like life wouldn’t ever pull us apart

But forever turned into a moment

And you left with the best part of my heart

I watch everyone else fall in love

While I’m scared to even feel again

I don’t trust smiles, I don’t trust promises

‘Cause I believed in yours back then

I changed for you, broke for you

Gave you the version of me that was real

Now I don’t recognize who I am

I’m just someone trying not to feel

Pre-Chorus

I don’t post my pain, I don’t explain

I just say “I’m fine” and change the subject

But every night it’s the same thing

Me and my thoughts getting destructive

Chorus

I’m still breathing, but I feel so empty

Heart so heavy, but I carry it alone

I gave you all of me, you never meant me

Now I’m stuck loving someone that’s gone

I don’t cry in front of people no more

I cry when the lights go off at night

I survived losing you, but barely

I’m still here… just not alright

Bridge

If you ever wonder why I changed

Why I’m colder, why I don’t open up

It’s ‘cause love taught me how to break

When I was only trying to love

I’d still choose you, that’s the sad part

Even knowing how this would end

Some people leave scars, not memories

And yours still hurts like then

Verse 3

I talk to God, ask Him why

He gave me love just to take it away

I’m learning pain don’t always cry

Sometimes it just sits in your chest all day

I don’t hate you, I wish I could

That would make this easier somehow

But I still love you like I shouldn’t

And I hate myself for it now

Final Chorus

I’m still breathing, but I feel so empty

Heart so heavy, but I carry it alone

I gave you all of me, you nev