This bitch done made me heartless that just means imma do me regardless I’m sorry if I’m absent but my dream is callin movin in the fast lane my vision is foggy
hard for me to remember shit but remember this when I tell you there aint butterflies or rainbows at the other end
let it out don’t let the pressure build I don’t know how it feels to have to stress for pills but I sure do know how depression feels the day my .45 was dressed to kill pressed up to my temple with my nerves steel
then I saw my daughters face in the window looked at her and said if you only knew what I been through
you’d understand how I got to this point I’ll have a lot of people shocked with this joint
honesty is the best policy after this your gonna have to rethink what you thought of me killin everything drawin blood no flobotomy bein lazy on my ass man that shit was costin me took a different route that turned me into a boss of me
obviously it’s workin strugglin was worth it hustlin on purpose just to feel the hectic service of being a dope boy I’m the definition of “get it on your own” boy
raised by the stop sign stayed on the hot grind waited til got mine and i won’t ever stop tryin
Here we go again let’s not play pretend feelin like I deserve more for them extra sins they’d be estupido if they didnt let me in bangin on front and back door like let me in
but I don’t wanna force it i need to hold my horses not talkin bout them porches focusing on what’s important
2x)That’s the most important thing that I gotta do don’t tell me what I oughta do read me like audible this is my story this is how I got to you so please don’t worry I’ll do everything but cry to you
I’ll prolly never lie to you I hope I go further than my father ever did with his kid and that’s me
BIG_Eazzy
