Without You

Verse 1
Room full of red lights, shadows on the wall
Phone in my hand, but you don’t call
Text says delivered, but you ain’t there
And I’m losing my mind thinking you don’t care

You said you busy, you around people tonight
But why it feel like something just ain’t right?
I’m staring at your name like it might appear
But the silence getting loud in my ears

Pre-Chorus
And I hate this feeling in my chest
Like I’m second place, like I’m not your best
You out somewhere laying your head
While I’m wide awake stuck in my head

Chorus (melodic pop hook)
I can’t sleep at night
Thinking you’re somewhere that ain’t by my side
The thought of you with someone else
Got me fucked up, I can’t lie

I can’t sleep at night
Every minute feels like goodbye
I’m here staring at my phone
While you’re living your life

And this shit don’t feel right

Verse 2
You said you ain’t on no fuck shit, I know
But why it feel like I’m losing you slow?
All I wanted was to hear your voice
Now I’m sitting here feeling like a choice

Told you, “Just call me, that’s all I need”
Now I’m drowning in my insecurity
I shouldn’t feel this weak, this low
But the truth is, I don’t wanna let you go

And maybe you sleeping at somebody’s place
And that thought got me sick to my stomach, I hate
How my mind keep painting that scene
While you gone and it’s killing me

Pre-Chorus
I’m saying sorry for bothering you
But why the hell I gotta beg for you?
I give you my heart, my time, my trust
Now I’m laying here thinking I’m not enough

Chorus
I can’t sleep at night
Thinking you’re somewhere that ain’t by my side
The thought of you with someone else
Got me fucked up, I can’t lie

I can’t sleep at night
Every minute feels like goodbye
I’m here staring at my phone
While you’re living your life

And this shit don’t feel right

Bridge (rap section)
Yeah
Maybe I’m tripping, maybe it’s me
Maybe I’m scared of what this could be
Maybe I care just way too much
Or maybe I’m scared you don’t give a fuck

I’m replaying every text you sent
Every time that your tone went different
Every night that you pulled away
Every “I’m busy” you couldn’t explain

I ain’t jealous, I’m just scared to lose
When you love somebody, that’s what it do
But if I’m the only one fighting for us
Then what the fuck am I holding on for?

Final Chorus (big emotional)
I can’t sleep at night
Thinking you’re somewhere that ain’t by my side
If you’re laying next to someone else
Girl, that shit would break my life

I can’t sleep at night
I’m just praying you’re still mine
But the silence telling me
I’m the only one trying

And this shit don’t feel right
No, this shit don’t feel right

Outro (soft)
11:59 again…
Still no call.