I wrote a letter to family today
Told my mother she causes nothing but pain
Told being a scapegoat in a narcissist family was hard and in sane
I went on to say
I finally love myself and I have healed
That they can’t steal
My joy and they are not in control of Gods will
Nobody loves you till you’re gone
They find it hard to carry on
It’s only when you’ve gone away
They always want you to stay
I was an invisible child
My mother was chasing a dream
She was young and wild
Always treated me like I was in the way
Told me stories of how she tried so hard to get rid of me
Yet here I am alive and well
No longer willing to pay for the men who gave her hell
My siblings judge me for breaking free of all of the abuse and toxicity
They even stole my precious grand baby from me
No body love you till you’re gone
They find it hard to carry on
It’s only when you’ve gone away
That they always want you to stay
Yall forget I write songs and that’s it s my therapy
It’s of you can take of the mask
Your hate for me here for everyone to see
I’m looking forward to loving my tribe
They will raised on love
Not hate to survive
[Female Vocal]