[Verse 1]
I wear my grin like glass
So you don't see it crack
My hands shake in the dark
But I keep coming back
There’s a crowd in the room
Still I’m miles from you
I laugh a little too loud
Just to make it through
[Pre-Chorus]
Say my name, stay here
Don't let me disappear
I’m tired of holding
A heart that won’t sit still
[Chorus]
I’m not okay
I’m not okay
Hold me close
Don’t walk away
I’m not okay
I’m not okay
I’m still here
Even when I break
[Verse 2]
The mirror knows my face
Better than my friends do
I pick at every fault
Like it’s all I’m made to do
I miss the girl I was
Before the long nights came
Before my head got loud
And learned my secret name
[Pre-Chorus]
Say my name, stay here
Don't let me disappear
I’m tired of holding
A heart that won’t sit still
[Chorus]
I’m not okay
I’m not okay
Hold me close
Don’t walk away
I’m not okay
I’m not okay
I’m still here
Even when I break
[Bridge]
If I fall apart
Don’t call it weakness
I’ve been fighting storms
You never saw beneath this
Put your hand in mine
Let the shaking fade
If I go quiet now
Please hear what I can’t say
[Final Chorus]
I’m not okay
I’m not okay
Hold me close
Don’t walk away
I’m not okay
I’m not okay
I’m still here
Even when I break
I’m not okay
I’m not okay
Hold me close
Don’t walk away