[Verse 1]
Six years and I still check
If your name is in my chest
You left a bruise in my mouth
Every time I tried to rest
You said it was just a story
Just a line to wear me down
Said cheatin' was for the plot
Then you smiled like a crown
[Pre-Chorus]
I believed every little thing
You fed me through the screen
Now the truth sits heavy
In the middle of my dreams
[Chorus]
I miss you, I hate you
Still hear your name
I miss you, I hate you
Six years the same
You lied, you lied
Then called it love
I miss you, I hate you
But I'm rising up
[Verse 2]
You said marry me later
If we dated right this time
Like my heart was a waiting room
And your hands were a sign
I kept the receipts in silence
All the cracks, all the clues
But I wore that broken promise
Like I had something to lose
[Pre-Chorus]
And I know what you were
When the door was shut
Sweet talk, sharp edges
That was never enough
[Chorus]
I miss you, I hate you
Still hear your name
I miss you, I hate you
Six years the same
You lied, you lied
Then called it love
I miss you, I hate you
But I'm rising up
[Bridge]
Six long years
And my heart still shakes
At the thought of your hands
And the games you played
But I learned the shape
Of a door I can close
What you broke in me
I made it my own
[Final Chorus]
I miss you, I hate you
Still hear your name
I miss you, I hate you
Six years the same
You lied, you lied
Then called it love
I miss you, I hate you
And I'm rising up