Code stories

Aye,

My story has been told,

It’s very frigid and cold,

It’s like-it’s written in code,

For the listening souls,

In life-you don’t know where to go,

To the top I suppose?

-lately I been speaking a lot about all my exes,

Paranoid as fuck, I been scoping out all my exits,

-i been dotting all my i’s,

-I been crossing every T,

So Everytime I speak of excellence, it’s extra shit to me,

Man-i don’t worry bout the past enough,

Could catch it-if you fast enough,

The women I been talking to, expecting me to gas em up,

I’m passing up on that,

Can’t let them wrap me up in that,

They wanna trap me with some kids,

So I end up just like my dad,

But sometimes the pussy gets to me,

Like is it all that bad?

Nah-I’m tripping,

Got a newer girl, lot of distance,

Treat her well, now I’m “different”,

She just knows exactly how to get me when I’m not consistent,

She don’t beg for fairytales,

She dont run for hidden hills,

She don’t really ask for much,

She just want the wedding bells,

Told me if I give her all my love,

She could feed me well,

She don’t want the instagram,

She don’t fear the broken man,

She sees everything that I don’t talk about,

-and understands……

She said, “You don’t gotta hide no more,”

“You done-walked through that fire before,”

“You don’t owe your pain-to the world no more,”

Just love me — that’s all I’m asking for

“You don’t gotta prove to me-you strong every day,

You don’t gotta fight-just to find your way,

Let the scars on your heart be the songs you play,

Just stay, baby,-please, just stay.”

(Just stay……)