Is this emo?

What have I done?

To deserve your words in which you

Judge the air within my lungs

Am I alive?

Or have i just existed and lived this life of mine

As if my moment in time

Wasn't worth rememberin

I've

Been fightin something ive been

Hiding inside

and i can't find the time to look within myself

Cause if I do

i would find that I've turned a blind eye to myself and realize that I'm blind to my own pride

Yet a heart so big

With all the love to give

So much so I forfeit love for myself

to fill the void when you need it from someone else

Im tired of 'how you doing?'

Ask me how ive been

Cause lately I'm struggling to find a helping hand

Even so i feel

This wound finally beginning to heal

Was it intentional I admit It wasn't

But a simple smile made my pain

Feel like it doesn't