never be the same

I promise you that I will always love you 
and I promise you that 
you will never forget me I thought that we would last forever
for the worst
or for the better
 your memorie
haunts me while I'm wide awake
I don't understand 
what happened to all of our plans
I thought that you loved me
I mean isn't that what you told me
 girl I  already know that your 
lips tell lies
because as I sit here on this barstool 
I realized 
what type of fool we are 
it's hard to walk away today
it's hard to watch you walk away
and

 after today thangs will never be the same
and that's a shame 
oh no
 oh my goodness gracious my heart is broken and all I feel is pain
 and this...
 that my whole world is shaken 
and breaking 

nothing feels better than holding on to you
we try for no reason at all to hold on to something that no longer exists 
it's like trying to reach out and grab a handfull of thin air 
only in our past Is where 
that feeling exist 
and happiness in this life is only a myth
even though we know
we are not letting go and when we say I love you it's just for show just  so you know 
we both know what this means 
and I'm sorry that it has to happen this way
but as of today 
this is the only way
and it's sad to say
but that's ok I'll be just fine
fighting myself inside of my mind 
because 

 after today thangs will never be the same
and that's a shame 
oh no
 oh my goodness gracious my heart is broken and all I feel is pain
 and this...
 that my whole world is shaken 
and breaking

so this is it 
I think that I should sit 
 and catch my breath
baby there's a pain right here in my
chest
but hear me out please 
I gave you my best
I have nothing left 
except this broken heart that's shattered to pieces right here and I point to my chest and I give you a grin
and then you begen
to break me even more 
how could you kick a man 
when he's down 
when all I have been to you is good
and to think that I was once In love with you
how could you be so cold 
wheres the girl that I used to know
because your chest is hollow and a block of ice where your heart is supposed to be
why can't you see that instead of happiness you will always chose misery and it's plain to see that you are not happy with your self 
that's why you take things out on everybody else
your so lucky that you ever even had a man like me 
I got to say that as I walk out of your door and hear you shut it as I walk away I'm  knowing that I will never return and that you're gonna cry every night when you can't sleep no matter how hard you try and I'm willing to bet you that as im walking away you are standing with your back pushed up against the door crying with both of your hands covering your whole face while you are slowly sliding down to the floor and a you sit there and you realize that I'm never to return it breaks your heart in to pieces and you say to yourself oh Jesus I can't believe this as I walk away I look back over my shoulder  at that trailer and say a prayer
because after today it's over

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