[Verse 1]
Stared at that phone till the screen went black
Words in my throat like a heart attack
Thought I was a hero in your bad dream
Till I woke up alone to the real thing
Every "I'm fine" was a paper wall
You held it up
I let it fall
If I could talk to you in that rearview glow
I'd say the one I kept hurting was my own soul
[Chorus]
This is the moment of truth
Lightning crashes in the living room
I finally see what I put you through
Yeah
It cuts me clean in two
I used to drift away from what mattered most
Now I'm standing in the mirror with a trembling toast
To learning how to love myself
So I don't break somebody else
[Verse 2]
Played it again
Your old voicemail
Your little laugh
That shaky exhale
Funny how the echoes say more than we do
Silence can scream when it comes from you
What are you waiting for
I ask my eyes
To forgive that kid who believed his lies
Thought love was something that you just got
Not something you give even when it costs a lot (oh)
[Chorus]
This is the moment of truth
Lightning crashes in the living room
I finally see what I put you through
Yeah
It cuts me clean in two
I used to drift away from what mattered most
Now I'm standing in the mirror with a trembling toast
To learning how to love myself
So I don't break somebody else
[Bridge]
Whatever she's got
I hope it's kind
The way you needed
The way I denied
If letting you go is what sets us free
Then maybe forgiveness starts in me (starts in me)
[Chorus]
This is the moment of truth
Lightning crashes in the living room
I finally see what I put you through
But I'm done running from the bruise
I won't drift away from what hurts the most
I'll stay right here and hold that ghost
Till I can finally love myself
And not keep breaking someone else