I hope you finally found what you want. I have stood by your side day in and day out. I have tried to be there for you. I tried to love you, but you never even understood me. You would always say you loved me, but you didn’t even care about me enough to respect me. I’m at a point in my life way it’s sad that you’re not around, but all I can think about is constantly praying for you and hoping that you will find your way. I will say, even though I wasted the whole year of my life being with you, I know my whole year being with you was meant to be even though it wasn’t for the rest of my life. It was for a season and even though that season was hard, it had to happen so I could make it to where I am today on the way to a new chapter