Broken Love and Self-Redemption

Yeah, I played the fool, now I’m sittin’ here low

Heart broke, lessons I shouldn’t have known so

Girl, I gave you my soul, you took and you took

Left me crushed, for your little game, I got took

Met you wild, a tear in your eye, but with a smile

Fucked me hard, loved the thrill, stayed a while

Thought I was special, yeah, I was deep in my mind

But you loved ‘em all, girl, you lost in their design

Doubted myself, everything I knew, was never enough

You played me dirty, girl, it’s rough, I probably loved too much

Now I see the truth, you never cared, just a game, a fucking play

I gotta stand, gotta love myself, find my way

I was your fool, your tool, your fucking spice of the night

You played me close, I chose to love, now I gotta fight

Fell for a lie, your fucking disguise, now I see the light

Love myself first, that’s the worst curse, but I gotta do what's right

Should’ve known from the start, you were just playing wild

Loving everyone, girl, you got no style, just denial

I was drugged, caught in your eyes, damn I got duped

Now I’m stuck here, broken, fucked over, feeling screwed

Thought I had somethin’ real, but it was just a fucking dream

You were headlines, girl, my devotion, or so it seemed

Now I stand alone, gotta heal, gotta focus on me

Trust that what’s for me, only, is meant to be

I was your fool, your tool, your fucking spice of the night

You played me close, I chose to love, now I gotta fight

Fell for a lie, your fucking disguise, now I see the light

Love myself first, that’s the worst curse, but I gotta do what's right

Damn, I loved with no limits, now I see the scars

Thought I was your king, girl, you played me hard

But I’ll rise, stand tall, love’s gotta start with me

Fuck the past, I’ll love myself, set my soul free

Yeah, I lost in your game, but I’ll find my way back

Learned my lessons, girl, although I’m feeling so cracked

Love’s a fight, but I’ll keep the fight, put myself on track

Trust that love for me is not a myth, it’s a fact