Unhealthy

[Intro]
[Verse 1]
This drink in my glass taste more bitter
Since you’re not here to share the burn
I keep recalling
The memories
Dear to me
Tracing back to where you and me went wrong
These sheets don’t belong on my bed
Kept the spot empty where you’d lay your head
Still smell your cologne
As I walked through my home
It confuses and it comforts me
Only reason I ain’t lost my sanity thus far
[Chorus]
And I’m aware that it’s unhealthy
To lay up in the same place that you left me in
Going over all of the what if’s again
Looking for a reason, why you would pick up your phone..
So I can beg you one more time to come back home
Home, home, home…
[Verse 2]
These raindrops keep hitting this glass
I can stand still, but time keeps moving past
I’m missing out on
The memories
That I could be creating without you
I know
These tears keep on staining my cheeks
No matter how much I will them to end
Keep thinking that
If I did this
Or you did that
Or I changed this
About myself
Then we could start over again
[Chorus]
And I’m aware that it’s unhealthy
To lay up in the same place that you left me in
Going over all of the what if’s again
Looking for a reason, why you would pick up your phone…
So I can beg you one more time to come back home
Home, home, home..
[Bridge]
It just don’t get no easier
Without you by my side, it get’s no easier
I need you here at night, to make it easier
Come tell me it’s alright, please make it easier
Easier on me [Break]
Tell me that you love me
Tell me that it’s okay
It was just a mistake
Say you won’t leave
Tell me this a bad dream
Say you’ll never leave me
Need you and you need me
Could all be so easy
[Chorus]
And I’m aware that it’s unhealthy
To lay up in the same place that you left me in
Going over all of the what if’s again
Looking for a reason, why you would pick up your phone..
So I can beg you one more time to come back home
Home, home, home…

R&B soul, Doo Wop Inspired, Mid Tempo, Heartbroken powerful female vocals