[Verse 1]
New year
Same playlist
You still skipping in my brain like a scratched disc
Friends say
"Girl
You over it"
I just laugh and pour the wine
But my hands slip
[Pre-Chorus]
Scrolling through our old Januarys
All that fake deep shit we used to say
You said I'd be your last heartbreak
Guess we both lied
Right?
[Chorus]
Back in my 2026
I still taste you on my lips
I still save a space in this bed
Like you just went to get cigarettes
Back in my 2026
Acting like I'm over it
If you called and said "I'm outside"
I'd ruin all my progress tonight
[Verse 2]
Booked flights
Changed cities
But your name still pops up in my drafts list
New dudes
Same distance
Talk pretty
But they never really land it
[Pre-Chorus]
Everybody posting their proposals
Matching pajamas in fake snow
I'm out here in an oversized hoodie
Wearing your ghost
Again
[Chorus]
[Bridge]
I hate that I still check your rising sign
I hate how I still plan us in my mind
I hate that every time the ball drops
I’m back at that bar
Waiting on your car
[low vocal register] You said
"Next year
We'll get it right" [/low vocal register]
But next year came
You ain't arrive
[Chorus]