Thoughts of the un Thought of.
Assumptions led to belief,
Lost bonds over lack or communication,
Questions not asked, Assumptions made
Rumors believed, lost family, for sitting back to see, if anybody believed in me,
Sad reality, led to no family, a death hurt me deeply deeper that anybody in our so-called family, the glue is gone money not there so now they don't care.
Thankful Kate got me there RIP, she joined Pops, shortly after, Kimmie sent me money I wasn't eating, both constantly checking on me,
Blessing in discize, no more fake love and lies, Every card on the table, un believable,
Greed over everything, I thought it was family, that's what he tought me along with everybody,
cared when they wanted a hand out,
Now there all out, I Never asked for there help not even emotional wealth, left to die still alive, last of a dying breed, reality see, broken heart but still beating.
Can't kill my will wish I had it in me to say fuck you for believing in that black widow, instead of even asking me, so I put my hands up and walked away, I'm not worth you even questioning. it's not worth my emotional display or explaining, fake love in once was a big family,
Sad to see everybody just wanted the money, non existing like everyone not ever checking,
Life changed do to extreme depression not drug injection,
Can't believe so little was thought of me, lonely before I even knew it, sad fake family, infected by a gold digging black widow, shaking me head as I walk away nobody even noticed, just thought I was a junkie, that's what she said, but im happily not, like not in their thought, not even a background of drug abuse, crippled and don't even use out if fear of addiction, could get all of it but just choose to deal with pain, insane how little they thought of me. So when my pops died I Buried everybody. fake family, Italian too, I can't believe, pops is definitely rolling in the grave, to see what was believed, still letting them think what they want about me, blessing in discize, I don't see They're lying eyes looking down on me, thankfully, Thieves but god did see, who stole from me & how everybody left me to die, thinking it would be ,Suicide with a drug OD, nope not me can't die on weed, dont even drink, they don't see me, so a big fuck you to that fake ass family, you'll see at judgment day, Assumptions led to belief,
Lost bonds over lack or communication,
Questions not asked, Assumptions made
Rumors believed, lost family, for sitting back to see, if anybody believed in me,
nope not me, thankfully a few helped me , Kimmie fed me helped with money, Katie got me to the funeral spent 2 paychecks looked out for me rip, Katie,
Every card on the table, un believable,
Greed over everything,
MAC Cracker. 
