Realistic reality

The wall was built slow, 
stone by heavy, silent stone, 
a lifetime of not speaking,  of misguidence 
But for the well being of you 
Opp or not 
of turning the shoulder just so.
I'm me know me individually 
Say Mike g now
Half my years worn down 
against thy unyielding surface, 
living in the echo criticism an judgment 
These  sources of the loyal  death for me 
remained a unominouse in thy conclusion an exceptense FUCK IT  not noticing in fact of family first blinded my recognition of being 
Disowned. A word heavy as granite, 
dropped without a sound, just impact. 
The reason, a fog bank that never lifted, 
a constant drizzle on the soul. Killing the uniqness 
Of an individual you never well understood being irralivents of you in an organization of this you know it isn't bitch made tell me it's not loyalty is to be here anywhere you may roam as in ever not has abided in the rules of your regulations cause of your mental well being how to adjust to the Americas free of the ignorense learn silum and most of sum has an stubborn net spread a way of the assurence  humbly not to build your ego of adult hood we are here as the same man it isn't to any to not see it as givzah won't be Unknown. Everybody homie in the circumphrence of known not threat as Iit is in blood in tune  the sureness to nor Territory I'm bullin daily, 
 only blank maps. Today,  crumbled. 
 with a crash,, grinding sigh, 
the sound of something very old finally yielding. 
The pieces fall away, sharp edges exposed.
I stand here now, 
in the sudden, blinding light, like a newborn stripped bare, pushed out onto cold asphalt. 
The streets are wide, indifferent. 
The conclusion arrived, not as a gentle realization, 
Of respectence now smutten on lie aloneas a harsh branding to be scumbagged. 
A label stitched into the skin of my being. 
This basic, breathing flesh, 
a commodity held in trust, l
ost but on layaway, 
Awaiting for the final payment. 
 For your dollar, they know this
is the only true measure of me,
Never knew me 
rebirth into the consequence 
the sum total of my worth, 
Evernevdr matter
Each year a tallied fee, 
a small extraction, until the ledger balances, not
Even when  I am finally  enter my rest
 the only transaction 
they truly expect to complete. 
Mike g is gone and  left with the souls
 of your well being
the terrifying, wide-open sky. 
 question this?
of silence I never earned. 
air different now, 
metallic taste of a long-held breath 
finally released.
The unknowing came here
An scumbagged smutttining 
words etched deep, 
a brand on the self. 
This simple disframe, 
Mike g. The soulless
flesh that draws breath, 
an borrowed time
like an item set aside, 
unpaid for, waiting. 
For time to waste
For Their green paper
 What is decided is the only real measure, 
the whole story of my value,
 when i stop moving. 
Bitches, fuck y'all
Reason of this 
 I didn't deserve, 
My held breath, 
at last let go. 
Of this certification 

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