I done lost my mind

(Hook)
I done lost my mind, it’s been a couple years
Late night shifts, tryna hide these tears
Family ain’t the same, I ain’t got no peers
I been tryna find my way, now I’m finally steering

I done lost my mind, demons in my ear
All this bottled pain, I been fightin’ fear
Heart cold now, I don’t feel it clear
I was drownin’ in the dark, now the vision near

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(Verse 1)
Graveyard shifts, I was workin’ through the pain
Same hoodie on, I was walkin’ through the rain
Mama stressin’, bills stackin’, feel the strain
Had to man up early, I ain’t never been the same

Bro switched up, that betrayal cut deep
Used to share dreams, now it’s silence when we speak
Lost a couple homies to the streets, no peace
Got me starin’ at the ceiling, I ain’t really get no sleep

PTSD when I ride through the block
Every corner got a memory, that shit don’t stop
Tryna numb the pain, pourin’ liquor non-stop
But the demons come alive when the world go quiet

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(Hook)
I done lost my mind, it’s been a couple years
Late night shifts, tryna hide these tears
Family ain’t the same, I ain’t got no peers
I been tryna find my way, now I’m finally steering

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(Verse 2)
I was lost in the dark, I ain’t see no light
Had to fight my own battles every single night
Fake love around, had to get my circle right
Now I move solo dolo, keep my goals in sight

Ain’t nobody checkin’ when you down on your luck
They only come around when you runnin’ it up
So I keep my guard high, I ain’t givin’ no trust
Heart scarred up, yeah it turned me to a thug

But I’m still that kid with a dream in his chest
Tryna make it out clean, put my fam in the best
All the pressure on me, I ain’t foldin’ from stress
I was lost for a minute, now I’m passin’ the test

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(Outro / Hook Variation)
I done lost my mind, but I found my lane
All the sleepless nights, all the hidden pain
Now I see it clear, I ain’t goin’ back again
From the storm I rose, I survived the rain

Rap mozzy type beat and some R&B