[Intro]
Oh, I’ve been lost in my mind, wandering deep inside
Playing scenarios that hurt, tears I can't hide
Caught in a web of doubt, distrusting what’s true
But deep in my heart, I still love you
[Verse 1]
I don’t know how to love without hurting you in the end
Creating storms in my head, I can't pretend
Thoughts like shadows, whispering lies
Thinking you’re cheating, as my own fears rise
[Pre-Chorus]
I say words that cut, don’t mean to break your heart
My love’s a battlefield, tearing us apart
But still you’re my treasure, my reason to try
Wishing I could see clearer through the tears in my eye
[Chorus]
I love you so much, but I’m pushing away
Fighting my demons, each and every day
Lost in this chaos, don’t know how to be free
Hoping someday I can be the man you need me to be
[Verse 2]
I feel so blinded, trapped in my own mind
Thinking everyone’s lying, leaving truth behind
Yet, your touch is a blessing, your voice my salvation
You’re everything I want, my only revelation
[Pre-Chorus]
Words I regret, I wish I could undo
Pain I’ve caused, I don’t want you to be blue
But I’m tangled in a cycle I need to break
For your love to heal the scars I forge and fake
[Chorus]
I love you so much, but I’m pushing away
Fighting my demons, each and every day
Lost in this chaos, don’t know how to be free
Hoping someday I can be the man you need me to be
[Bridge]
Maybe time will teach me to love without fear
To trust again and wipe away the tears
I’ll strive to be better, for myself and for you
Because without your love, I don't know what I’d do
[Outro]
So here I stand, with my heart in my hand
Hoping someday, I’ll understand
What it means to truly give and to receive
And to finally believe in what’s real, what I believe
