Lately I've been thinking to myself been left here with all these thoughts that mess with my health I don't trust me just say its all ok with my smile getting bigger by the pane so I sit here and pray saying Jehovah please help me stay awake and get through the worst of days Amen I always think about the people that are missing in my life I think maybe I'm the problem maybe its all my fault why am I always in the middle of everything no matter the problem so I pray Jehovah please help me stay awake and get through the worst of days Amen