I ain’t tellin’ no fairy tale…
This ain’t no bar for bar flex…
This what happened to me, raw…
Exit 3, Cross County… Jetta flipped, I’m still breathin’…
I need you to hear this…
Emotionally drained, soul all bruised
Arguin’ wit’ shorty, I ain’t got nothin’ to lose
Mind racin’, hands tight on the wheel,
Volkswagen Jetta, but it don’t feel real
I’m on the Cross County, speedin’ through hurt
Textin’ her pain while I’m bleedin’ through words
Exit 3 comin’ up, I ain’t even blink
Heart heavy as hell, can’t afford to think
The trees start leanin’, the lights look fake
Dashboard glowin’ like the devil in my face
She said “I don’t love you no more” — now I’m numb
Whole car hummin’ like a prayer comin’ undone
Rubber burnin’ under me, soul on E
Prayin’ to a God that won’t answer me
One hand on the wheel, one on my phone
Tried to call her… straight to voicemail — gone
Then it happened… I swear time paused
Like the air got sucked out and the world just stalled
Curve came quick, exit sign flashed
But I was movin’ too fast, heart got slashed
Tires screamed louder than she ever did
Metal bent like karma ain’t forgive
Jetta lost grip, I lost my breath
Skiddin’ sideways, flirtin’ with death
Hit that guardrail — BOOM — steel kiss
Glass shattered like our last promise did
Airbags popped like heaven said “Not yet”
But my mind left my body like a war vet
Whole whip flipped, I ain’t even scream
Just thought of her face, and how we used to dream
Roof caved in like my chest at night
Then it all went still — pitch dark, no light
Cross County, Exit 3…
That’s where the devil came lookin’ for me
Volkswagen mangled, blood on the seat
Alone in the night, still hopin’ she’d see
Skrrt skrrt… I left the scene
Didn’t wait for the cops or the medic team
Heart full of pain, soul full of steam
Just me and regret in a crumpled machine
Climbed out the wreck like a zombie bleedin’
Shirt torn open, whole chest heavin’
No lights, no sirens, just me and God
Walkin’ like I’m drunk, soul deeply scarred
Looked at the car — twisted, fried
Trunk half hangin’, glass in my eye
She still textin’ “U ain’t shit” on read
While I just walked away, damn near dead
Smoke in the air, brain full of noise
My girl was gone, I ain’t have no voice
No one to call, no fam to pull
Just a ghost in Yonkers, heart so full
And I ain’t wait for the cops, fuck that time
Every breath I took felt like a crime
Was I guilty? Yeah. Emotionally broke.
But jail ain’t help when love’s a joke
I coulda died right there…
Exit 3, no light, no prayer…But I lived… I walked away…
Now every night feel like replay…
I was ready to die for a girl who ain’t care
Swervin’ through hell with no soul to spare
Volkswagen grave, but I rose from the dirt
Blood on my jeans, brain full of hurt
You ever love so hard it turn violent inside?
That every red light feel like suicide?
I ain’t proud, I’m just honest in pain
Still hear the metal twistin’ inside my brain
She ain’t know, she ain’t call, she ain’t even text,
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