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Lyrics
[Verse 1]
Head full of traffic
Whole lane jammed, can’t pass it
Therapist talk, I just laugh it
“Breathe in deep” — yeah, I gas it
Pills in a tray by the mattress
Phone full of texts I ain’t answering
Mama say “pray,” I been asking
Why my own brain do the bashing
Mirror like, “who that?”
Eyes black ring like a bruise at
Thoughts swing back like a boomerang
Every new win, hear a mood snap
Scrolling through pain like a news app
Everybody posing like they all healed
Me, I’m in the corner with a loose cap
Pressure in my head I can’t unseal
[Chorus]
I been tryna punch holes in the wall in my mind (yeah)
Every time I calm down, hear a voice rewind
Telling me I ain’t worth, I ain’t built, I ain’t fine
But I’m still here, still breathing, still crossing that line
Punch holes in the wall in my mind
Punch holes in the wall in my mind
[Verse 2]
Hands shake hard when I wake up
Night sweat deep, shirt caked up
Dark thoughts creep like a stakeout
Talk real low so they stay shut
Homies say “bro, you should speak more”
I don’t wanna crack on the beat, though
If I let it leak, what I bleed for?
Heart on my sleeve in a street war
[Falsetto hook in background]
[low vocal register]
Pop said “man up, don’t fold”
I was just twelve with a storm cold
Holding my breath at the front door
Smiling like “yeah, I’m under control”
Now I’m grown, still dodging my phone
Still feel small in a big home
Still that kid with a split soul
Trying not to fall in the same hole
[Chorus]
[Bridge]
If you feel that weight on your neck, say “yeah” (yeah)
If you lie and say “I’m good” ’cause you scared, say “yeah” (yeah)
We ain’t broken, we bent, we repair, say “yeah” (yeah)
[whispered vocals] Say “yeah,” say “yeah,” say “yeah”
[Chorus]
Details
GeneratedJan 2, 2026
Duration2:55
LanguageTL
Style
rap, Dark, heavy boom-bap with detuned bells, sparse eerie keys, and a chesty, upfront rap vocal. Verse drums stay gritty and dry, bass pushing hard in the low end. Chorus widens with stacked doubles, shouted ad-libs, and a distorted 808 tail. Occasional chopped vocal FX in the gaps; keep the mix aggressive but clean so every word cuts through.
Credits
Prompt bymrpayne
ModelAria v5
Prompt
Heavy hitting mental health, rap
