they didn't hurt her in a moment they hurt her in a million ways time after time.They all fell short with her keeping her just out of arms reach excludeinb her from birthdays to lake side trips ones she loved as a child only to let know they were busy sometimes nothing at all .There silence was the answer to there betrel all along .She would just try showing more love give more of her self thinking she wasn't trying hard enough given enough to themSome days she layed alone crying in pain begging for them to see her worth she begged for the silence to break for them to see there betrel hurt her that maybe she couldn't be good enough bbc she was hurt and unsure till one she just pushed away to search for a understanding why she was so different and why wasn't she like them maybe why are they not like her But she knew deep in her soul they would always dim her light make her less her but she couldn't follow suit as her mother or her mother's mom did no she went out to search for peace and understanding that she was always a good soul and she just shined brighter after every betrel every hateful word she grew from the silence riseing up to a better her without them Just a little piece of her tho sometimes wished she had been one of them are that one day they to will be honest with there selfs that there was a lot of the betrel she didn't deserve her anger was only hurt her silence wasn't bc plotting or out using she never felt better than them kinda lesser than She was hurt she was tired bc she didn't deserve to be used shut out bc the material things meant nothing to her But the betrel cut hard and deep each time and Everytime they pulled the knife out it was said she was crazy till she believed she was maybe she deserves it maybe she is to much maybe not enough but as she learned to walk away to that inter Peace where she is enough
