[Verse 1]
Six years
Same side of the bed
You came home late
Smelled like regret
I swallowed doubt till it burned my chest
Told myself
"He'd never do that"
You call me crazy when I ask
Turn every question to an attack
Oh
You're the victim? that's a laugh
You built this mess and now you’re mad I ask
[Chorus]
I can't handle my pain
And you can’t handle her name
Six years of your lies
Now you’re pissed that I cry
All you care about is you
What it cost me never breaks through
I can't handle my pain
You can’t even say her name
[Verse 2]
You raise your voice so I’ll back down
Push on my shoulders
Try to turn me around
Say I’m obsessed
I “live in the past”
You lit the match
Then you blame the ash
You slammed the door
Said
"I'm done with this"
But you weren’t done sneaking those stolen kisses
You want my silence
You want my smile
You want a funeral where the corpse still smiles
[Chorus]
I can't handle my pain
And you can’t handle her name
Six years of your lies
Now you’re pissed that I cry
All you care about is you
What it cost me never breaks through
I can't handle my pain
You can’t even say her name
[Bridge]
You say
"Let it go"
Like I’m holding a feather
Not a stone
Every night you lied was a year off my life
Every "I love you" now tastes like a knife
[Chorus]
I can't handle my pain
And you can’t handle her name
Six years of your lies
Watch me walk out this time
All you cared about was you
Now the hurt finally belongs to you
I can't handle my pain
So I’m leaving you with your shame