[Verse 1]
I’m going crazy, I’m alone
Room full of echo, cold bone to bone
Phone face-down, but I still stare
Like maybe one good name would care
Nobody to talk to, nobody to hold
Whole chest aching, whole night cold
I keep my pain in a tight little grin
Fake that laugh and let the dark roll in
[Pre-Chorus]
I’m losing my mind
Still I bite my tongue
If I say it out loud
Will I come undone?
[Chorus]
Joker smile, joker smile
Laugh so I don’t break
Joker smile, joker smile
Hide the pain I make
Nobody cares tonight
So I wear this face
Joker smile, joker smile
Till I fade away
[Verse 2]
I hear my own thoughts talk back hard
Same old hurt in the same old yard
Every mirror got a stranger’s stare
Like my soul moved out and left me there
I need a hand, I need a sign
Need one real voice on the line
But the silence stays and it stays loud
I wear that joke like a broken crown
[Pre-Chorus]
I’m losing my mind
Still I bite my tongue
If I say it out loud
Will I come undone?
[Chorus]
Joker smile, joker smile
Laugh so I don’t break
Joker smile, joker smile
Hide the pain I make
Nobody cares tonight
So I wear this face
Joker smile, joker smile
Till I fade away
[Bridge]
If I fall, don’t let me stay
In my head another day
I’m not fine, I’m not alright
Need somebody here tonight
[Final Chorus]
Joker smile, joker smile
Laugh so I don’t break
Joker smile, joker smile
Hide the pain I make
Nobody cares tonight
So I wear this face
Joker smile, joker smile
Till I fade away