Serenity.
Serenity.
I wonder.
How did I survive this long.
In a crazy world.
Doing wrong,
Telling lies,
Standing strong.
With the dry tears in my eyes.
Playing calm.
Knowing I was angry, mad,
And upset
Flipping the script.
Like I was heartless.
Lord please I'm begging for
Your parents.
To forgive me for the ways I act.
When it's the liquor
That has me tripping off the haps.
Of every thought I'm thinking.
Steadily sinking slow.
While my life, is steadily shrinking.
It's getting shorter by the minute.
That's why I'm to the point.
I wanna bring this pain to a finish.
But I don't know.
When will this drama end.
Maybe if I put away the gin.
I wouldn't commit another sin.
Against another person, or human being.
Lord, I'm so confused with life.
It makes me wanna scream.
Cause what I'm seeing.
Is myself being hateful
Towards a stranger.
Like they provoke my anger.
Knowing all the time.
It's all inside me.
It's just the liquor,
That makes me wanna ride see
Against other folks.
As if they're my enemies.
Lord this is why, I've been down on my knees.
Begging you please.
To grant me, some serenity.
God grant me the serenity.
To accept the things.
I can not change.
The courage to change.
The things I can.
And the widom to know the difference. Of living a life of misery. Cause I'm just a
Miserable man.
Who can't understand why, evey plan I've made I aband.
I grows weak, like I'm beat.
With alot of pressure.
Trying to stand up.
And live up to this world's measures.
I got the distance.
But I don't have the strength, to reach
That extra length. I wanna master.
It doesn't make no sense.
When I try to use the tools,
That my counselor's gave me
The thought drives me crazy.
Thinking about living a sober life.
In a world of pain,
That I made see
Serenity!
Serenity!
God grant me the serenity.
To accept the things I can not change.