Her Again

Where are you now?

I can't find you.

You're a shadow in my mind

I'm lost all the time

Where are you now?

I'm 17 again

You chose her twice

For your own sanity

You claim to be neutral

But you chose her again

I know I embarrassed you

Didn't do it on purpose

Tried to find myself

The girl I really am

But then I lost you

Where did you go?

I can't find you

You were never ever there

Even when you were home

Where are you now?

Where are you now?

How come she won?

I don't even matter

You go back and forth

Can't make up your mind

She lies and she lies

You still chose her this time

You're stuck with her now

I'm too far away

My mind is made up

You did this before

You don't decide for me anymore

Where did you go?

I can't find you

You were never ever there

Even when you were home

Where are you now?

Where are you now?

41 is stronger than 17

I am who I wanna be

This time around

I won't back down

You lost me

Where did you go?

I can't find you.

You were never ever there

Even when you were home

Where are you now?

Where are you now?

It's not just a grudge

I'll say it again

She broke me

Your daughter

All I wanted was my father

You chose her again

You chose her again

And now it's the end