Real hate

Forget the fake love, I embrace the real hate,

It’s crazy how pain be the only thing feelin’ safe.

You called me “the one,” then dipped for someone new,

Now I’m stuck askin’ God like, “what did I do?”

Told me I ain’t get you, said you needed your space,

But you was eatin’ off my plate like it was all grace.

Two months straight, prayin’ just to stay clean,

Tryna dodge the smoke, but this heart still bleeds.

Bad lil’ thing from Baker, thought you was sent for me,

You said it ain’t ’bout the paper, that it’s love for free.

You said it was us versus the world—just you and me,

But now look around, it’s just echoes where you used to be.

I gave my life to God, thought He sent you my way,

I was blind in the moment, now I see clear as day.

You gave me purpose, I gave you all of me,

But somehow you ain’t see no life with me?

Sold your soul for the moment, gave up on the dream,

We could’ve built somethin’ real, now it’s just me.

Still tryna piece it all back, still hurtin’ deep,

Still got wounds from you that won’t let me sleep.

Shorty left you quick, like karma don’t miss,

Guess that’s how it be when you move with a twist.

Life don’t wait, and you gon’ learn too late,

That the real ones don’t circle back—they elevate.

You really left a king ‘cause he was buildin’ for you,

Really broke a heart that only ever stayed true.

You really chose pain just to say you grew,

Used God like a shield, now it’s judgement on you.

I really loved hard—and you ain’t believe,

Now I’m movin’ on, even if I still grieve.

You really messed up, yeah, that’s how it gon’ be,

And I pray you find peace, even if it ain’t with me.