Look I never planned my life out
I never planned that I would die now
Never planned that I would be up in the sky now
My family said I should take it one day at a time
But man I don’t think you realize that I just died
But it’s fine
You got to realize that it wasn’t my time
My life was taken away from the one who controlled my psych
That cunt made me get a withdraw and that took my life
Let’s get that right
Like I said it wasn’t my time
My hate will be an everlasting pain
I know that will never change
I can get therapy for the rest of eternity
But that won’t change things
Look at what you did to me
I’m supposed to be holy
But how could I be when you did these things intentionally
You hurt me
You abused me
You were trying to get all that money from my family
Shits gonna get risky
Don’t think your gonna get away easily
Cuz karma exists
And she’s a bitch
And that bitch is gonna be me
I ain’t gonna rest in peace
Not until I get my revenge
You were giving me Prozac as if they were tic tacs
Why does it have to be like that?
The drugs you gave me made me go crazy
Tell me when are things gonna change?
Man you gotta a degree in psychology
And you really be drugging me incorrectly
You know what’s fucked up?
You gave me meds that ain’t meant for my age
I rather have morphine at least that would have made me more happy
Now I can never make a family
Never drink
Never see my friends
I will never see them again
But I’ll be seeing you I know that for a fact
Cuz I know how I’m tryna act
I’m gonna be waiting in hell since I know hate ain’t a deed
But I know that’s where you’re gonna be
Since you’re old as shit and you’re about to reach your peak
Or maybe… maybe I should just forgive you
Not for you but for me
So I can truly be free
And finally see heaven's gates
Maybe I should let go of the hate
Maybe I should let go of the pain
Wait I need a minute to breathe
(Sigh)
I forgive you alright
I have forgiven you even though you made me die
But know Karmas a bitch
But it might not be me
Maybe there is a reason for your insanity
And I know that reason is not me
Maybe finally now I can rest in peace
I might not be able to make a family
But now I can see my grandmother at least
Look I forgive you
Though I’m upset and I might not even hear the end
I pledge that I will not continue living this everlasting hate
But remember this loud and clear
Cuz I need you to hear me for once
When I say
I forgive, but never forget
