(Yea yea yea yea)
How many times you wake up
Just find out somebody dead
Lord knows I try to keep my head up
Wish they take me instead
You gave me two reasons to live
Just to take one away
When I begged to you
to please let her stay
Then you took away my Og
That shit done really killed me
Don’t know where would I be
If that woman didn’t raise me
Then you took the only one that held the fam down
Pieces after pieces of the fam all on the ground
Now that she not around
Haven’t even had a cookout in your house cuz (all they do is frown)
Pray to lord my soul to keep
How come god take all the good ones and make me weep
Tear after tear that shit done made me weak
But I still talk to you for the answer I seek
All my angels I done gave to you
No matter what you put me through I came through
When I was lost always came to you
So god please tell me what I gotta do
Cuz I done almost died so many times
Cried so many fuckin times
still tried to survive
still you don’t give me no sign
But yet I gotta stay strong
I got a place to call home
A family to keep me all good
Still gotta stay in my zone
My Og taught me the game
My aunt taught me how to keep my mind tamed
My daughter looked me in my eyes
she lit a flame inside
Don’t care what I do you know I still provide
All the pain and this trauma
Gotta live on the other side
But when when I sit down to you god
I gotta speak my mind
Pray to lord my soul to keep
How come god take all the good ones and make me weep
Tear after tear that shit done made me weak
But I still talk to you for the answer I seek
All my angels I done gave to you
No matter what you put me through I came through
When I was lost always came to you
So god please tell me what I gotta do
Cuz I done almost died so many times
Cried so many fuckin times
still tried to survive
still you don’t give me no sign