Freak on a Friday

I don’t know how to experience love

Only how to give it

Oh, and I give it

It’s a consequence of….

I don’t really wanna say it.

Not something I wanna admit

But it wasn’t my fault

Not a single bit

You stole how

Locked it in your vault

Coming up with silly lines

And stupid rhymes

To try and explain

How you ruined my life.

You ruined my life.

Now everyone’s hates me

But not really

Just in my reality

And that’s the real tea

the REAL brutality

it’s a tragedy

I’m so nasty now

Thinking everyone I love is mean about me

That’s mean of me.

Thank you for that capacity

You’ve become the biggest part of me

And you don’t deserve too

No one would disagree

I say that confidently

But I can’t let it go

when you hold the key.

I don’t think you even meant to

Steal every love id have

Just lacked self control

But you are in control

Of me

It makes life so lonely

You stole love from me

Or the ability for me to see it

Even just for a little bit

Well maybe I see it a little bit

Because I’m (getting better)

Surrounded by friends (or am I)

But the loneliness never ends

No one even pretends

They’re the realest friends

Well, it’s depends

If my insight comprehends

If the Oxytocin my mind sends

Can clear enough of your hatred coloured lens

Claw your way back in

Getting right under my skin

Am I ever gunna win