[Verse 1]
The shelves are full, the fridge hums on
Fresh flowers leaning toward the dawn
Your name is saved, my phone is bright
I still can’t make myself reply
[Pre-Chorus]
I count the things I used to want
They don’t weigh anything at all
[Chorus]
I’m deaf and numb inside this house
Every answer leaves me out
I have the keys, I have the view
Still nothing reaches through
If this is everything I chose
Why does it feel like no one knows?
I’m holding gold with shaking hands
And sinking where I stand
[Verse 2]
The closet smells like cedar wood
I wear the coat because I should
A crowded table, polished plates
I watch my face and imitate
[Pre-Chorus]
The room applauds, the glasses ring
I feel no pull from anything
[Chorus]
I’m deaf and numb inside this house
Every answer leaves me out
I have the keys, I have the view
Still nothing reaches through
If this is everything I chose
Why does it feel like no one knows?
I’m holding gold with shaking hands
And sinking where I stand
[Bridge]
If you can hear me, stay awhile
Don’t fix the room, don’t force a smile
Sit beside me on the floor
Tell me what a heartbeat’s for
[Final Chorus]
I’m deaf and numb inside this house
But your hand finds my hand somehow
All the keys, all the polished rooms
Can’t tell me what to do
Maybe having everything
Doesn’t mean you feel a thing
I’m holding on with shaking hands
And learning where I am
[Outro]
The shelves are full, the morning starts
A little warmth returns in parts