Love You Like I Miss You

[Verse 1]
You knew every secret
Every bad joke
Every scar
We were loud in the daylight
Then I cried in my car
Told you all my monsters
You just named them “not my fault”
I kept calling it friendship
You kept keeping your walls
[Chorus]
I hate you like I miss you
Both feelings hit at once
I’d still pick up if you called me
Even after what you’ve done
You’re the wound I keep on touching
The ache I can’t undo
I hate you like I miss you
For never loving me like I loved you
[Verse 2]
I was first to say “I’m sorry”
You were first to change the plans
You would run when I was breaking
I still reached out my hands
I saved all of our pictures
But I cut myself in two
Half of me still wants you close
Half is running from you
[Chorus]
[Bridge]
You’re the laugh I still remember
You’re the silence in my chest
You’re the almost
You’re the never
You’re the worst and you’re the best
[low vocal register] If I see you in the future
I’ll pretend that I’m brand new
But my eyes will say “I love you”
And my heart will say “we’re through”
[Chorus]

rap, hip hop female singer only. Start off as a love song then hatred rap